csqaured

Theodore Roger Ford

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The Lamp by csqaured, literature

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The Lamp

Sweat, Twisting, bending, winding intricate paths down my stern countenance. My hands rest on the rims of the now sweat stained sink. The mirror in front of me casts horrifying connotations of the dial it portrays. The lamp floating in the bath still is flitting, and distorting the unfamiliar visage in the mirror. I can smell it. The burnt death lingering in the night\'s plutonian air. This fresh smell brings comfort to my heart. Looking back into the mirror and the unrecognizable countenance it bore, I notice something new, something startling. For the first time in months, it\'s smiling. It\'s smiling! Despite my highest expectations, I am

Thisismystory by csqaured, literature

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Thisismystory

{\rtf1\ansi\ansicpg1252\deff0\deflang1033{\fonttbl{\f0\fswiss\fcharset0 Arial;}{\f1\froman\fcharset0 Times New Roman;}} \viewkind4\uc1\pard\sb100\sa100\f0\fs20 I was born in San Antonio, but my dad is in the army, so we moved around a lot. I was basically an army brat just traveling, never really getting too attached, until we got to germany where I met a really cool kid named David (I was about 7 or 8 I think). When we got ready to move, I didn't want to leave, and of course, I blamed my dad, and that began a lot of pent up anger I have towards him. We moved to New Jersey, where things were peachy. I lived a few houses down from a really co

Standing Up by csqaured, literature

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Standing Up

I've gone so many years without knowing my desire I've shed so many tears and yet I refuse to retire If I have to I'll go higher I know now my want someone to protect someone so I can surrender my heart one whom I can respect and always protect Someone to take a bullet for I'm still a "U" without a "Q" you don't have to go to the store you don't have to cook stew I just want to be there for you

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Deviant for 22 years
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Current Residence: Lawton, Oklahoma
Favourite genre of music: Everything except country
Favourite photographer: Marcy!
Favourite style of art: tatoo
Operating System: windows XP....not q_os
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Shell of choice: heavy equipment
Wallpaper of choice: heavy equipment
Skin of choice: heavy equipment
Favourite cartoon character: Ed!
Personal Quote: What are you willing to die for?

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Jasinki

Favourite Movies

Oh Brother Where Art Thou, Moulin Rouge

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Metallica..James Hetfield to be specific

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allen Poe

Favourite Gaming Platform

Gamecube

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Drama, Youth Ministry

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csqaured

Apr 27, 2005

FOR THOSE WHO STILL CARE

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It's amazing how much time has passed since I last visited this place. CorinFain that's my new account. I'm a sucker for attention, so go there now. Hmmmm, I've left a lot of people behind and I've grown a lot too. Maybe something bigger has changed in me since I last liked this place.

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csqaured

Aug 11, 2002

Devious Journal Entry

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Greetz, WELL! I have jaw surgery on Tuesday. They're gonna move my jaw forward to correct my bite...yum. In other medical news, while getting out of the car on the way to my Pre-surgery appointment, my finger decided it was time that it got itself caught in the door, and since I was already AT the hospital....well I'll let you figure the irony on that one. ~Brought to you by Marshal Mathers...The Emerican made man.

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csqaured

Jun 27, 2002

Devious Journal Entry

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Greetz, Scanner broke :'(br> ~Brought to you by Marshal Mathers...The Emerican made man.

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Apr 10, 2003

Have you ever had a dream, that you were so sure was real? What if you were unable to wake from that dream? How would you know the difference between the dream world and the real world?

What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.

You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.

I offer only the truth, nothing more.

Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill

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